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My blog is about everything from my work & my life to questions about God and the afterlife.  I think really big thoughts; really deep thoughts.  My therapist/spiritual advisor tells me to try to meditate to try to help my thoughts to a minimum and yet that sounds so easy, right? But I just can’t do it. I’m stuck. I’ve grown so much in the last 5 years mentally and spiritually. In high school I was not like this.  I was immature and all I cared about was being popular and hanging out with my friends on the weekend.  I’m sure people thought I had air for brains.  I can honestly say I don’t like that “me”.  I wish I could go back and care about what you really should care about in life.  It goes by so fast that you take it for granted, until you realize how incredibly special and precious it is and then you really do literally stop and smell the roses or whatever flower you might be passing on any given day.  The thing is, the past is over so there is nothing I can do about it.  I think of the past as fizzled out.  Even as I type this post, the moments are fizzling out as they become the past.  That is how you learn to live in the moment and that is what I really, really try hard to do each and every moment of my life – and it is hard as shit.  But I keep trying.  That’s what matters.  I hope you enjoy my blog. I look forward to hearing your stories too!